dear daddy

Hi, it's me your little girl the yea one you locked out of your world I'm not bitter I'm not mad the tears won't stop I'm just sad I've waited most my life for you to come to me now your gone how can this be give me a sign send me an angel to watch over me as well as
protect me you missed most my life I have three kids
and I'm no one's wife outside of weed drugs wasn't for me now I'm grown I cant smoke weed my kids will see no one is a perfect not even me I once walked out on my kids that hurt them just as much as me but the love i have for them made me turn back did god not give you
love for me or is that something you personally lack ived missed you all my life its so hard to explain the void I feel causes me a lifetime of heart ache and pain you stay on my mind day in and day out what was I to you a headache and a lot of doubt don't get
me wrong I haven't healed your not here and the void
cant be filled this letter releases some of my stress
so at night maybe I can get some rest I went to your
final place of peace I cried so hard still no relief
you left this world with out me knowing eleven years
later the tears are still flowing wow that's some
powerful mess a daughters love for her father and he could care less