From the captivity of my fear

Even though the world outside shine bright,
Inside me there is still a dark night.
Those melancholy thoughts long lasting fights,
But this is not my only ones plight.
OMG what am I saying is that even right,
While holding myself in this thunder tight.
The sudden outburst of cries,
And you let out of your sighs.
It feels like life just defies,
As you are unable to look in your own eyes.
Remember the falling of your head,
for getting sleep on the bed.
but you stay awake instead,
which guilt do you plead.
or whom do you try to defend,
well I might have misread.
Dropping town of tears ,
when you try to compare.
your life to other spares,
does it scares?
 the burden of the hard rock that you bear,
 on you chest and you are unaware about the despair.
 is that your biggest fear?
or it's the loss of someone or something ?
that left you numbing.
The rage of gloominess rushing,
By closing the doors of confronting.
 is this the way you are shunting?
It's just small phase of life,
Although it might seems like walking on a knife.
But there is still the glimpse of happiness that alive,
There is no need to disguise.
No matter how much tragic the event is the sun still arise.
This is a long marathon to run
So cute let's have a little break and some fun
Let go of that sorrow ones
As the flow of the time can again begin
Your inner self might take some time to heal,
But I promise it would be good to feel.
Don't keep your emotions conceal,
Share It with someone might be your family friends or a doctor or whom ever you believe.
So today let's make out a deal,
That from this day onward we will  never put ourselves under any ordeal.
As it's true that life is a gift,
and God has its own plan within the toughest rift.
The moments flow with swift,
Try to always put the happy memories uplift
                                             - Gurleen Kaur