Just Begun

Not like everybody else, marching to my own drum
Bogged down with responsibilities, will I make a run?
Not suicidal but life is losing fun
Weight on my shoulders, quantitative tons
The end is the end, farewell for it is done
Taken out the steam, spicy pork bun
Basking in light made from the Sun,
Me vs. me, mano y Mano, one v one,
Zero zero draw,but feel that I have won
Tasked myself upon the journey, the quest has just begun